I Have Severe OCD | The Secret Life of Lele Pons

It’s no secret Lele Pons is one of the most successful social media icons with over 40 million followers and considered an internet trailblazer for her contributions to various platforms. Known for her unfiltered videos, candid humor and crazy stunts, Lele’s storytelling arch takes a more serious tone as she opens up to the world with her deepest secret. Through access to private moments, emotional interviews and never seen before footage, Lele reveals her life long struggle with OCD among other mental health conditions and doesn’t shy away from the most intimate details of her battle.
If you or someone you know needs help, find resources in your area from the International OCD Foundation: iocdf.org/?s=+&post_type%5B%5D=iocdf_provider&post_type%5B%5D=iocdf_clinic&post_type%5B%5D=iocdf_support_group&post_type%5B%5D=iocdf_program&search-type=provider
Produced by: Shots Studios
Directed by: Alicia Zubikowski


  1. Lele Pons

    Lele Pons7 dager siden

    Thank you everyone for supporting me. I hope you enjoy this docu-series and learn about OCD, Tourettes, and other things. LIKE the video if you watch it! I'll see you next Tuesday for episode 2 :)

  2. Kaitlan Gabbitas

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    I am so sorry I love you lele u am crying because my cousin when thought the same thin I am sorry 😭😭😭I love u

  3. Laura Schmidt

    Laura Schmidt4 dager siden

    I am your biges fan lele!

  4. Eric

    Eric7 dager siden

    I love you lele pons

  5. Jady Clovis

    Jady Clovis7 dager siden

    I love u Lele

  6. Sandra Apun

    Sandra Apun7 dager siden

    I loveee youuuu leleeee❤️❤️❤️❤️

  7. Stephanie Mobedjina

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    Lele you're amazing and I love your videos, they always make me laugh. Fighting!!!

  8. janie esparza

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    She is very nice 🥺 it very very sad

  9. Александар Ѓорѓиевски

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    Lele dont worry we are here for you dont lisen to haters wisen to fans we love you

  10. Victoria Quinsot

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    I respect you

  11. jesslyn

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    she’s the best and most honest person ever 💘

  12. Danni Wendleton

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    wow i had no idea lele

  13. Esmita Pariyar

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  14. Chani

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    She's so strong!

  15. Tajinder Kalsi

    Tajinder Kalsi8 timer siden

    Such a strong and positive gal stay strong💪

  16. Saphira proanov

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    Ánimo Lele tu vas a poder con todo

  17. Tajinder Kalsi

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    This gal is a champ 😇

  18. Kanan Tibebu

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    Proud of you Lele have been watching you for years and watching this video brings me to tears but I am proud of you till this day you have inspired me to be who I won't to be and not what people want me to be you are a big part of my life haters are going but I am going to play and I have OCD but am scared to tell anyone I feel comfortable when I am watching you I would talk to a picture of you but knowing you won't answer is hurts LOVE YOU SO MUCH💕❤

  19. CarlosJulio Gonzalez

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    omg when she said i wanna end it i lost it

  20. M K

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    Lele, you are perfect just the way you are, never forget that. You are an amazing and inspiring person ❤

  21. Mika Braet

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    Thank you Lele for this video. As someone who also struggles with OCD, I understand the urges/needs and the struggles to complete day to day tasks. This helped a lot as I was just diagnosed this year but I have been struggling with it for years. It's a hard disorder for some to understand, it's one that is joked about often by people. Some just think it's wanted to be clean and organized but it much more than that.

  22. Iisxpace Lexi

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    Aww she’s so cute mwa! Hope u fell better who hates on u :(

  23. Sara Ramirez

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    Im crying my heart is sinking right now 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

  24. Rey Lopez

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    I love u


    ANNIKA NORIEGA8 timer siden

    Omg lele you are so awesome you are beautiful funny awesome and sweet this video made me respect you so much we love you lele! 💕💕💕💕💕

  26. Galaxy Starlight

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    A lot of people are assholes

  27. Madison Albrecht

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    Lele you are gorgeous, funny, and, amazing.

  28. DXKXXR

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    I had to subscribe the gay dad 🙌👏👏👏👏👏🙌

  29. Wilson Tymes

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    Lele is a cool person

  30. thy cath

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    Oh my. I love her so much I didn't know how much she struggles in life 😭😭 We love you lele 💖

  31. lachikagreen

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    You made a documentary about yourself?

  32. Amy Desjardins

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    Finally, OCD is not something to joke about!!! Thank you for saying something! I respect you Lele you are a beautiful person!

  33. Brianna Kailer

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    When I saw this title. I wanted to cry. I’ve had ocd since grade 4 or 5 so it’s been about five years now, almost six. I understand you lele. I love you and I always have, you are an even bigger inspiration for me now I love you so so much. I’m always here. We’re all here. ❤️

  34. luce cruz

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    mas falso que billete de 3 pesos

  35. Laura D. Bueford

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    But but but your an “influencer” ,,,okay not

  36. Kate Puhala

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    Laura D. Bueford sorry... what?

  37. Jasmin Duran

    Jasmin Duran9 timer siden

    I love you lele

  38. Rachel Mullin

    Rachel Mullin9 timer siden

    Its ok lele your beautiful

  39. Omar Danish

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    I love Lele but this make me cry

  40. Party Animal

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    Lele your not alone. Your amazing Lele.

  41. Party Animal

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    I think you shouldn’t let a disorder control your life. I know. I have a medical problem and I’m not letting it take over even though it effects me everyday. Stay strong. You can get through this.

  42. Grayson Stallings

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    Listen Lele is a very powerful, amazing person and whoever hates her better see how much she has suffered over the years ❤️🙏

  43. Ayesha Shah

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    I think I have the same thing

  44. Julian Cortez

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    *casually keeps tooth in a cartier box*

  45. Ali Alhossni

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    I feel how lele feels I have a bad OCD I FEEL SO BAD BRUH

  46. Diana Cortez

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    embrace yourself

  47. Mirella Garza

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  48. Sarada Kancherla

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    She is really gorgeous, brave and powerful girl

  49. Elliot אור אליוט

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    Another side effect of Vaccines? do research on what is pushed to children's brain

  50. Ashley Martinez

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    Lee ur so beautiful

  51. Stephanie Goycochea

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    You are an amazing girl!!!!

  52. Max Wells

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    Your a amazing person 🙂🥺

  53. Gilliana msp Da Camara

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    This literally made m cry , I love lele she is a beautiful person ❤🌎

  54. Joana Peace

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    i have severe OCD

  55. Dasha Morgun

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    Lele you are so strong and inspiring! Thank you for sharing this story, this will surely help lots of people. Hope you recover soon, you’re fighter✊🏻💕

  56. Lourdes Aguirre

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    Hermosa ❤️❤️❤️😍😍😍

  57. donald sinanan

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    Lele u are beautiful f*@# those haters I dont curse but :) a couple of boys were joking around and someone in our school had OCD and they were like hi I have to touch this 3 times and I was like hey get lost and they pushed me and they were suspended and now that girl with OCD is my friend u inspired her to push further lele btw I'm a girl

  58. Abish Gutierrez

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    Everyone hated on her speechless

  59. Jasmine Stewart

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    And if you mess with lele me and my SISTERS two two sisters and beat you up

  60. Bailey Slimer

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    Girl I'm here for you

  61. Jennifer C

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    I support you Lele

  62. Bailey Slimer

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    I feel bad ?!

  63. Az andfriends

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    I had to sleep but I stayed up till <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="60">1:00</a>am to watch this

  64. chocalate_lover gacha

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    I think Lele pons is still my idol is she has ocd or not in my eyes she is my role model!

  65. Wendy Hines

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    I love you Lily because I feel bad for you

  66. Zaileigh Smith

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    I feel bad for u and i love u

  67. Zaileigh Smith

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    Watching u cry makes me cry for u

  68. vesa ahmeti

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    hello lele i love ur videos so much and i thinked every day that you were the happiest person but when i saw this my heart broked i love u so much and ur family🌸🍭🌸🍭🌸

  69. Ishana Vikram

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    I think it is important to understand that it is best not to let yourself down and also to understand that your are different then how you imagine yourself as.

  70. Nadine

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    I’m so sorry for what you’re going through. people don’t always understand what you’re feeling deep down We love and support you And we wish you will be more and more successful

  71. •Goldiee •

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    Love u lele!U are amazing and a inspiring person that inspired me!🥺❤💖💞

  72. 林霏兒

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    We all love a positive lele 😊

  73. Riley Key

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    I think Lele pons is funny nice and kind she’s very funny pretty!

  74. Sandra Witko

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    Your awesome Le Le and I love your name it's just when you here that name you immediately want to wach it .

  75. Jaycee Henry

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  76. Curlyhead. ma

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    I love lele she’s her self and she was brave to tell her fans bout her self. She a beautiful girl and needs our love 💕💚

  77. Maddison Hunt

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    F*** the haters, don't worry i have a brother with terents so don't feel alone

  78. cat dog

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    This is so important thank you

  79. Marissa DeAngelo

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    Lele you are strong and beautiful and so so so brave. Thank you for sharing your story with us.♥️

  80. Gangsta Grandma

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    I could tell even before this series that she had tourette's

  81. Rajani Pant

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    *People who disliked must be allergic to cleanliness!*

  82. Naomi Navarro

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    It's ok lele we will support you through this :)

  83. prbreez

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    I am so proud of you for being brave enough for share your story. I had no idea the challenges you faced everyday. Your story moved me to tears. You are such a beautiful girl and I’ve watched you grow in to a beautiful young woman. I am proud of you. You are such a strong person. Thank you for sharing your story. Keep your head up Lele. You will be okay.

  84. Anna Rojas

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    Poor lele

  85. Natasha Feliciano

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    Lele ignora a esos idiotas. Siempre habrágente q nos critíque y si la tienes dyra. Pero sé q te rodeas de un sistema de apoyo. Recuerda la gente que de verdad tú le importa tu familia, amigos reales y real fans. NO-gos es solo un trabajo y es una parte de tu vida no lo es todo. Tu tienes muchísimo potencial. Solo quiere q seas feliz. Recurda q la felicidad no es una emoción en sí es una elección del día a día. Espero q puedas cerara lo q no te hace feliz y hagas aqueyo q sí. 🥰

  86. Maria del Pilar R Yossa

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    Me parece genial!! Eres una tesa el ser tan profesional y el luchar con todo, mi admiración total!! Felicitaciones para ti, tu familia y equipo que te acompañan y te apoyan siempre

  87. Zariah Armstrong

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    Love you